My daughter who is 4 yrs old.. seeing that i am in lots of pain.. and crying.. told me this afternoon.. “mummy .. don’t cry.. please cheer up..!” sent me bawling like a baby. She is so smart.. and she does the things she wants to.. without any help.. and she knows.. exactly what to say.. when you are sad or sick.
Every month about this time.. my fibroids..plus the menses.. just about kills me. Everyone asked why i donch have it taken care of.. but who got hair wants to be bald right..?? surely I have several reasons behind.. why i am waiting. One is the business..and then i need someone who can take care of chloe. .when i am doing my operation. .and of course thirdly.. i donch know if i really wanna do it here in Canada or not.
Seriously, contemplating flying home .. with the brat. .to get the fibroids and uterus taken out in Singapore… but afraid.. i wont’ wanna come back to Canada anymore. What say you ..??