So Malu!

Thinking that hiring another race.. would help me prove that we are more hardworking actually back-fired on me.
I am currently in a state of malu-ration..! that i hired someone who made so many mistakes..and still feels that she is doing a good job. On top of everything… feels that she is not responsible for the missing property that belongs to our store.
I’m also malu.. because this little kid.. told his friend.. and me after confronting him about it.. that he did say .. that our place is a fucked up place..!!! And she had no remorse for saying it. When i asked her why, she thinks that this place is fucked up.. she couldn’t tell me the reason.
She said.. she didn’t mean me.. but our business.. but is she stupid or what..?? the business means us.. and us the business.
I am so malu.. because i had forgotten .. how some can be very calculative.. and two-headed snake. I keep forgetting.. not to think that everyone should be nice.. till they prove otherwise.
I am so malu.. because i hired this person.. outta compassion.. of her being of another race.. thinking that i was helping out another fellaman..! and in the end.. what happens… fan nie chu tou hai si ah..! sek woon meen fan woon dai..!!! in cantonese..!
These days.. i am getting more and more …… disappointed with the ppl we hired …… and one fine day……i assure you .. i will say .. fucked it.. i’m packing up.. and leaving here with my spouse and chloe back to singapore..!

Daily Updates – 30th Sept 2005

  • The brat slept at 12.30am on the floor last nite, got transferred to her crib at 12.45am.
  • Woke up at 5.45am with daddy. Had some milky and went back to bed at 6.150am.
  • Finally got up at 8.30am and had some milky but refuses to sleep again.. because it’s mummy of course!
  • No back rubbing today, she got up and wanted to be on the move.
  • Had breakfast and yogurt.. and woke daddy up while cranking up because mummy need to make breakfast.
  • Went by the grocery store for a bit with mummy & daddy.
  • Came home.. had lunch and juice. .and went to the store at 2pm.
  • Had loads of fun at the store, snacked, had milk and went home for a nap at 4.07pm.
  • Slept till about 6pm, daddy did the dishes.. while mummy napped like Ms Piggy.
  • Had dinner with daddy and played on her own alot. And cranky when she couldn’t get her coins together.
  • Daddy bathed her .. while mummy cooked noodles.
  • Had milky and went wild because daddy had forgotten to give her milky when she got outta the bath. Watched Corner Gas and had cereal.
  • Watched Daddy play his xbox game and fell asleep at 12 midnite.
  • Daily Updates – 29th Sept 2005

  • The brat slept at 12am on the floor last nite.
  • Woke up at 4.40am with daddy. Had some milky and went back to bed at 5.20am.
  • Finally got up at 8.26am and had some milky but refuses to sleep again.. because it’s mummy.
  • As usual.. rubbing her back for an hour still did not put her to sleep.
  • Played on mummy’s bed for abit and had breakfast and yogurt.
  • Had a snack and watched some tv.
  • Said her own name.. and called daddy when pointed to daddy.
  • Learning alot more words now… and much quicker.. but she has gotta want it.
  • Had lunch with daddy at 1.30pm.
  • Going to the store with daddy soon.
  • Played in the store for abit .. had snacks.. and milky.
  • Went home with daddy at 4pm to nap and napped till 5.45pm.
  • Went to the store to pick up mummy and che-che.
  • Came home and had dinner with che-che and played with che-che while mummy & daddy went shopping.
  • Seems to be doing good with che-che too.
  • After che-che left, bathed, had milky and some cereal.
  • Wanted to bring cabbage to bath too tonite.
  • Watching TV shows with daddy in the living room now.
  • Went to bed at 12.30am after some water.
  • Ju Yi Oil

    Can one kind soul please send me one bottle of Ju Yi oil?? they are for baby’s stomach.. when they have tummy ache..or indigestion.

    I remember my mum used to use it on us when we were kids after we take our bath. I cannot find it anywhere here or in Halifax.

    I will be forever grateful to you.. and indebted to you.. 😉

    PS: of course i pay for the oil..and postage lah.. 😉 just let me know ok.. 🙂 thank you very much a million, trillion times..!!

    Daily Updates – 28 Sept 2005

  • The brat slept at 12.30am on the floor last nite.
  • Woke up at 8.30am with daddy. Had some milky and went back to bed at 8.45am.
  • Finally got up at 10.30am and had breakfast with daddy.
  • Played with daddy for a long time.. while mummy sleeps like a pig.
  • Had lunch with daddy while mummy showered.
  • Drove the brat around for a nap and she slept from 4pm to 5pm.
  • Went by the store and pick Katelynn her babysitter up.
  • Came home and Katelynn fed her dinner.
  • Currently playing with Katelynn in the living room.
  • Pretty good the whole nite and fell asleep in the living room on the floor at 11.50pm.
  • Officially Crazy

    Yes.. that i am..! I slept for 9 hrs .. no disturbance..! had breakfast..lunch and a snack.. ! had a coffee.. ! baby napping.. even got myself a babysitter….. and didn’t do dishes.. nor cook for anyone..! and i got crazy .. because my spouse didn’t bring back “the” kinda chicken that i want..!

    Yes.. i declare.. i am officially crazy.. no denial of it..!!
    I went into a crazy temper.. and threw chopsticks.. and milk bottles.. around..! Crazy or not..??!!??

    Che-che

    After trying to bring my brat to some babysitter’s house previously .. and it didn’t work.. we decided to get a Che-che(sister) to play with Chloe.

    Chloe’s new che-che has a really pretty name, Katelynn. She is about 16yrs old.. and today was a first day with Chloe. Chloe seems to love her aplenty .. and had a really good time with her.

    Please.. please pray with me.. that Katelynn will be the right sitter for my brat.. 🙂

    Sorry the photo is abit blurry because it was on manual.. but i will take another one tomorrow.. when Katelynn is here again.

    Blue Flowers & Sun Catcher

    Sun catcher i bought a few weeks ago with Chloe. And Blue Flowers on Monday anyone..?? I rather not have any flowers.. for it would meant .. that we had a fight again..! Bummer..!!