Dearest Chloe,
Mummy lost my cool again with you this evening.. and i’m very sorry.
You were being so cranky because you didn’t get your nap.. and mummy’s fibroid was hurting.. and mummy was trying to get you fed quickly .. so that you can sleep earlier.. or nap after your dinner. But you were so cranky.. and just wouldn’t be pleased with anything.. that mummy tried to give you to appease you.
As soon as mummy threw everything on the kitchen floor for you to pick on your own what you wanted that mummy didn’t know.. mummy regret it .. because the look on your face.. clearly showed mummy that you were frightened with mummy’s action.
And having employees that suxs.. is no excuse for mummy to behave this way at all. As much as mummy hate having someone else look after you .. because of the store…. mummy have no choice.
As much as mummy hate that daddy had no time to drive you around to nap…… mummy had no choice.. because daddy had very little time to move stuff from the old store.. to the new.
And plus the many little things that was happening during the day.. it made mummy really upset.. and mummy took it out at you.
I’m sorry.. my dear.. i really am..! This is no way to treat you .. nor should i let other things especially bad workers.. to interfere with taking care of you.
Mummy do not know the right solution for our problems at work.. but mummy know.. that the right way to teach you .. is not to lose my cool. .and throw everything on the floor and scream at you .
So my precious, precious sweetheart.. mummy promise that this will not happen again.. ! mummy will not take it out at you .. when there is something bothering mummy at work..or when things get tough with the workers.. mummy will NEVER again.. lose my cool on you.
Mummy know it is wrong.. and there is no excuse for doing what i did tonite. Please know that I love you very much.. and I will never do anything to hurt you deliberately.. physically nor psychologically.
You are my everything.. my whole world.. Chloe. And since daddy wouldn’t tell that worker, that mummy don’t like the way she turned you upside down.. and pushes your feet when you are sitting on the counter, mummy WILL and letting you suck on her water bottle when she has a cold.. and has running nose.. and coming to work.. and carry you .. and passing the germs to you .. mummy will tell her when i next see her.
And I’m sorry again.. my princess..! mummy will do better . i promise.
Love, mummy