I have a real hard time sleeping because of my fibroids.. and the brat hasn’t sleep for the whole nite.. for a whole week now. Tonite.. i tried sleeping earlier than usual.. since PB was still playing his games. I kinda dozed off.. when i was suddenly woken up .. by some huge banging door sound.. and in my blur state.. i realized it was chloe . .in her room. The first thing that came to my mind was she was locked in the room.. and couldn’t get out.. because she was still in dazed state. So i shouted that i was coming.. jumped outta bed.. without my eye glasses.. and hairband.. and practically ran into the room .. to rescue her. Yes.. i’m that kinda mother.. paranoid.. with a capital P.
You Wouldn’t Believe It..!
But I have photos to prove..!! i took it tonite.. while coming home from work. It’s the end of February .. and it’s snowing big time here..!! Every year at this time..!! i cannot help.. but rant . .and lament.. big time..!! i have high hopes.. that come March .. we will see spring.. but you can understand my disappointment now eh.. 🙁 Not impressed at all..!!
Missing Nova Scotian Girl Slained
A few days ago, i had written about missing Karissa Boudreau, 12 years old gone missing for a few weeks. Last week, they found a body.. and i prayed it wouldn’t be Karissa. As a mother, we can all well-imagine what her family was going thru’. Late Thursday, it was confirmed thru’ dental records, that the slain body was of Karissa. My heart just felt so heavy. Homicide said the police. I don’t know what to think .. to be honest with you. I just feel very, very sad. I am not even living near Bridgewater.. nor do we know Karissa or her family.. but I feel their pain. Bringing up a kid for 12 yrs.. is not easy.. and for her to die this way.. after fighting over something that may at that time.. be important.. but now seems insignificant.. i feel for her family. God bless them .. and help them thru’ this very difficult time.
Edison Chen Sex Scandal
Yes.. what a tool.. the man is..!!! Can’t believed he kept everything on his laptop.. and left it someone to get it fixed.. knowing that he had very private stuff in it. Alamak..!! really alamak..!!
And what made me really pissed .. is Gillian Chung because sometime ago.. some skunk took some pictures of her in a changing room.. during a performance.. and she was crying buckets.. and said.. she worked so hard to have a clean image.. because they are idols of teens.
And then today.. she was all calmed and composed .. giving out a 2 – 3 mins statement.. but her growing up..! while she was young and stupid. Oh.. my..!!! what a contrast with those 2 public statements she made.
You Trained Me Such
Eating with PB around is a no no..! well… that is if i wanna enjoy my food. Why leh..?? you asked. Well.. if i eat.. when PB is around.. quite the “kek sim” .. because he would give you that exasperated look.. because he doesn’t like ppl who eats loudly or chew with their mouth open.. or talk.. when you eat. And so .. whenever i slurp my noodles.. he would be running outta the room like a bullet train. If he didn’t have any shoes.. he would wear a clog .. kinda manner.. well.. you get the drift right.
So if i eat. .and he is in the room.. either i would wait for him to leave.. or i eat in the tv room.. if he doesn’t wanna eat. So just the other day.. i was waiting for him to leave the room before starting on my noodles.. and he said… “oh .. you can eat” .. and i said.. “nope.. ! i can’t..! ” and before he left the room.. i told him. “you trained me such”. Afterall, how to enjoy one’s food.. when the other half looked like you just murdered his dog or something to that effect… right..??
You see food to PB is just food.. and nothing more. But food to me.. is an kinda enjoyment… so very hard to entice him.. with food.. or introduce new ones to him. But i’m sure you all know… if you had been reading my blog for years now. Yup..! when i come home.. i’ll make sure i do my food hunts without the man… but with all my makan-kakis..! so anyone up to it..??
Another Horrid Nite for PB
Yes.. the brat didn’t let PB sleep the whole nite. Firstly, sleeping only at 1am.. and then waking up at 7.20am.. and refuses to let PB go back to bed.. nor sleep on the floor with her. She was crying her eyes out..and wanted to wake me up. So poor PB .. only got a few hours of sleep.. and yet gotta do so much laundry for me.. the next morning. Bummer.. to be PB.. eh..???
So ladies, who wakes up with your kid.. when they start bawling in the middle of the nite..?? Is the chinese man you married less likely to wake up..?? because you are the mom..?? come .. share, share.
Bawling In The Middle Of The Night
The nite following the incident where the brat bit Keegan again.. she woke up at 3am.. bawling her eyes out.. and wouldn’t tell us why she was crying.. nor would she wanna be comforted at all.
I was in the computer room. .and heard her crying first.. and PB was in the tv room. I had yelled like 10 times for PB .. because the brat wanted to be carried.. but i guessed he didn’t hear me… he said.
Anyhow.. the episode lasted for a good one hour.. and she went back to bed till about 9.30am. In the morning.. she still wouldn’t said.. why she was crying.. no matter how we asked her. Was it the chastising .. ?? or was it because the other day.. i was in pain.. and she thought i was dying..?? I had better be careful what we say in front of the brat.
She Bit Keegan Again
I donch know what’s up with this girl..!! she bit keegan again tonite..!! and some more . .can cry and bawl.. and complained that keegan twisted her hands. Aiyoh.. !! so dramatic.. and plus cry until eyes “bungkak” .. and donch want keegan to bath her and all.
In the end.. i had to call PB to come home early.. so that he can have a good talk with her.. because she didn’t wanna hear me talk about it. So what did the brat get..?? she cannot go out with keegan to the candy store.. to tim’s.. to the pizza store.. nor can keegan buy anything for her.. for a month. The next time.. she bites keegan.. she is to be pushed out the door.
Why Do They Do That..??
While many like Gerald and Kim go all the way to China.. to give love to children.. who do not have anyone to love, here we have reports of a man leaving his 3 and 1 year old to die in the cold.
Another abandoned a 7 or 8 months old baby face down on the freezing cement landing of an outdoor parking garage stairwell. Video camer shows a man leaving the baby on the stairs. How can anyone be so cruel..? as to do that..?? These babies are so innocent. I cannot imagine us doing this to chloe.. even till today.. she is every ounce of preciousness to all of us. It leaves me heavy hearted to see that there are monsters in our society.
What Weekends..?? What Rest..??
While everyone .. who is normal, will be looking forward to the weekend.. we have been kissing our weekends.. goodbye the minute we owned this store. Even though we haven’t opened on Sundays for a year now… we either have to do grocery shopping and of course to visit the in-laws. So there is really no rest nor free time for me and PB .. ! so poor thing eh..?? This weekend.. and the next will be for moving the store. JOY..!! there goes my weekend..!