And My Journey Thru' Breast Cancer
We have a feckless worker who refuses to do some very simple task and conveniently notify us that he didn’t do it a matter of factly.
Well .. for someone who cannot even make a few phone calls during his working hours… you can be sure.. he is not getting a pay raise anytime soon.
I swear that boy is plain lazy.
Cruiser that belongs to our customer. Cool isn’t it.. ??? This town loves their 2 wheelers.. 🙂
Chloe helping to put away her own food by loading them onto her tricycle.
I asked my spouse what kinda mummy am I.. and he said.. yer a good mummy B U T ……… you let Chloe get away with too many things..!!!
I donch agree with that.. because i feel that Chloe is still young… and she isn’t like really BAD or anything.. just loves to “kachou” (disturb/donch leave me alone) me when i need to do housework.. or eat .. and have bad sleeping habits. I do let her get her way.. because sometimes .. i need to keep her quiet.. while daddy sleeps.. or just stay by her side.. when she watches a movie.. and i donch go on the puter.. when she is awake.. i try to spend as much time with her as possible.. and that in turn actually made her more dependent of me.. and never wanting to let go.. when mummy is awake.. i guess.
I do wish to have more time to do my stuff.. but at the expense of leaving my daughter .. on her own.. to play on her own.. for hours..?? i cannot do that.. i never done that before.. nor will i try in the future.. unless Chloe tells me.. i want my time to myself.
Even when she is quietly sitting watching TV on her own .. i go check on her at least a few times.. just to make sure.. she is alright.. and not up to some mischief. If she was sleeping in the living room.. i too would go and check on her alot of times.
So is that wrong..?? to be so protective..?? i donch think so.. ! And i dare anyone to tell me.. that i’m too protective..and doing it the wrong way… coz’ it’s the way .. i’m comfortable with. So does it mean.. that i made her this way..?? make chloe think that she can get away with anything with mummy..?? i really donch think so.
Sure i let her get away with some stuff… but not all the stuff…. and she really isn’t terrible.. and she is just a baby. So if i do let her get away with stuff.. does it make me a bad mummy..???
That led me to tell you the story about .. Did i make my daughter sick..?? in my earlier post. Because of what daddy said… i tried to be firmed with her .. one nite.. and she came down with a temperature…… so it’s daddy’s fault..!! hahahahhahahah!! blame it all on daddy…!! 
Chloe just came over to me.. while i was on the floor watching TV .. and plant a kiss on my cheeks.. for no reason watsoever… hehehhe!! wasn’t tat sweet now.. 😉 
But she wouldn’t do it again.. no matter how i coaxed her.. 🙁
Oh well.. mummy just have to be patient i guess.. 😉 and count my blessings that i got one from her today.. and daddy wasn’t even at home to see it.. 🙁
I’ve never seen so many cartoons in my entire life….hehe!! till now of course….. and to the extend.. where i know wats next.. coming up.. in terms of the speech.. hahhaha!!
The joy of Motherhood..??
I have nothing to blog.. i’m blog dead tonite.. heheh!!! everything is going good at the store.. sales is still incredible..and as usual.. will continue till end of Jan 2005. I look forward to going to the store everyday.. and taking a break from my lil’ monster.. and love coming home to her.. 🙂
Life is good..!! Emails from old friends.. and ex-bosses.. wonderful day..!!
Got caught up with reading my favourite blogs.. 🙂 And watched the Simpson’s and South Park too.. 🙂 Can life be more incredible than this..??!!??? Nah.. i’m pretty much happy.. 🙂
Wat a glorious day..!! the sun is out.. chloe slept till 9.30am.. didn’t wake up the whole nite either.. and she is having a nap now.. been an hour .. since she went to nap.. thus giving time .. for poor mommy to eat and finish washing up.. 🙂
Papa is at work.. but basically Chloe has been good all morning.. 🙂 Had loads of milk.. before she napped and biting on everything and anything.. hahha!! teething..!!
Today is grammie’s day.. grammie coming to babysit..so mommy can go pretty up..and do stuff for herself.. hurray..!! Hip, Hip Hurray for grammie.. x3 ..!!!
J is working nite tonite.. so papa have a free evening with us.. 🙂
Below is not written by me… but it sure says exactly how i feel..
Before I was a Mom –
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.
Before I was a Mom –
I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn’t worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Chloe did sleep last nite.. from 9pm.. but woke up several times in between .. till about 9.30pm.. she slept right up to 2.30am.. and then didn’t wanna go back to bed.. and as usual.. squirmed.. and farted alot..and cried alot.. 🙁
Her da-da brought her downstairs.. and dozed off snoring till the morning at 10.30am… UNBELIEVEABLE..!!
Poor da-da .. up with her the whole nite.. and chloe only went to bed at 4am.. and slept till 7am.. and woke up again.. and didn’t wanna go back to sleep.. usual farting and all.
Poor .. poor da-da.. 🙁 I can’t believed he let me sleep in so late.. poor thing.. 🙁
Now da-da is up napping for abit.. but we have a doctor’s appt at barrington for chloe at 2pm.. so we will have to leave at 1pm .. the latest.. so da-da is not gonna get much rest.. and have to drive and work tonite.. poor . .poor da-da.. 🙁
When Chloe grows up.. she better know wat kinda torture she make us go thru’.. hahhaha!! And luckily we have jenn our store manager.. who made the appt for chloe for dr mikhail.. how she managed to get in today.. is just amazing.. !! So chloe .. when you grow up .. you better thank Jenn too.. 🙂