Average Or Memorable

I asked myself this question almost every week.. and how i can make my life more significant. How can I make an impact in other people’s life..??

I do not wanna be famous .. like Sarong Party Girl or Xia Xue or even Kenny Sia, do not get me wrong.. i did not say that there was anything wrong being them. In fact I applaud them for being so ballsy. I even told another blogger, Kimberlycun that i wished that when i was younger.. i was more eloquent like she is .. in her writing.. for to me.. this girl also got lots of guts. But no .. i can do without that kinda fame.

I also do not wanna be like 5x Mom .. the very “Tok – Kong” type of SAHM who has impact other people around her .. by her many contribution to society.. and her straightforwardness towards many issues surrounding her. For i cannot take the criticism .. i get overly emotional . . and i cannot sleep. In other words, I am pretty lame and a coward, therefore i have protected password articles as you can see.

I am a very simple woman, one who wants to create a memorable future .. a future where my daughter and my grandchildren can be in awe.. and can be proud of me.. as being unselfish human being. I wanna be remembered as having a great sense of humor.. but lately .. i have little humor to share.. because of the ppl i meet by being an owner by association. And of course .. it hit me the hardest when my chicken-shit neighbour did a “tang kee” dance in my house a month ago over nothing. Yes.. i’m still very sore about it.. but moreso i was a lot spooked by what happened.

I strive to remain positive by feeding myself with alot of positive information constantly… and once again i am back to square one as to how to make my life a memorable one and not an average one…??

Do you have an answer..???